Don't know what to post. I'm really sad. Everything seems fine in the afternoon. But.. I really don't know why. Why won't you even tell me the reason? Today played basketball with Daryl they all. Actually wanted to play until night time around 8 or 9 plus. But at 6.04 pm saw that message. Totally no mood playing basketball already. So sit at the bench thinking of many possible reasons. But you won't tell me. After that phone call, totally feel like dying. So went home early. Along the way home, my mind was totally blank. Why it had to turn this way? Are there other solutions? I seriously don't want things to turn this way. As I am writing this post, it hurts. Seriously it hurts.
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